Over the last several months, I have commented at times about how I had intended or planned for one action or another, and then ended up failing to deliver on my own claims. This seems to be a common situation, and one for which I envy regular content creators who are able to reliably complete their goals. Perhaps I am over eager, perhaps I am unrealistic, or perhaps life is just too complicated. Regardless, it seems to be a common catch-22 in which my good intentions struggle with the reality of life and scheduling.
Although it is not an excuse, work of course occupies a significant part of the day, and it is challenging to set aside any free time to ignore family, friends, and activities, to buy myself in creating content. At the same time, without content, the activity on the site won’t grow, and in turn generate new content. Fundamentally, internet material seems to be a self-feeding reaction – the more content, the more involvement, and the more involvement, the more content. The struggle is obtaining a “critical” mass in scheduling and initial content, to help sulf-sustain.
For me however, this will continue to be a slow burn. I of course have many plans – some of which will no doubt fail to be realised, and perhaps a small percentage may be fulfilled. But I am far from defeated still, and continue to try to find my voice.
